As days go on

Nights feel oh so long

My uneasy heart does not rest

I fear I cannot give you my best

What fills my heart with such dread?

Hope for our future I fear is dead

I am like a lost soul wandering through space

I long to know the calm of grace

My mind is split into two

Every time I think of you

One believes we are meant to be

Another believes only away can I be free

I long for dreams

It is not as funny as it seems

Wanting and waiting for Prince Charming

My desire for the unknown is alarming

I don’t know what to do

I know I never want to hurt you too

I want to live my life the way it is meant to be

With or without you I need to be me